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Ellis,
I waited forever to call you mine, and I’ll wait however long I have to for you to come home.
But there’s nothing I wouldn’t give to have you here beside me tonight.
I miss you.

Ellis,

I waited forever to call you mine, and I’ll wait however long I have to for you to come home.

But there’s nothing I wouldn’t give to have you here beside me tonight.

I miss you.

I just want to scream at the top of my lungs the reasons I’m not full of energy and over-happy attitude. All of my positive energy is going into Ellis. I don’t have enough for the rest of you, you are not my priority.

Let me just brag for a second about how amazing he is. 

I feel so lucky that we were able to have a funny, cute, normal conversation & even luckier to have a guy like him! Internet cafes rule! xo

We’re talking on Facebook chat right now. I’m the happiest girl in the world!

It’s just so nice to have a normal conversation with him. <3

Today marks a month since I&#8217;ve seen Ellis.
Needless to say, it&#8217;s been a rough night. Not a single day has gone by that he hasn&#8217;t been the most prominent thought in my mind. I can&#8217;t believe it&#8217;s already been a month since I&#8217;ve seen him, &amp; I suppose that&#8217;s a good thing. If this first month passed quickly, I can only hope the next 8 or so will do the same.
This is the most recent picture I have of him, just a few days before he deployed. He&#8217;d just had to shave his head completely and he was miserable because he looked like a basketball, but to me he always looks handsome. I hurt my finger doing something ridiculous and he sent me this kiss to make it better.
I adore this man.

Today marks a month since I’ve seen Ellis.

Needless to say, it’s been a rough night. Not a single day has gone by that he hasn’t been the most prominent thought in my mind. I can’t believe it’s already been a month since I’ve seen him, & I suppose that’s a good thing. If this first month passed quickly, I can only hope the next 8 or so will do the same.

This is the most recent picture I have of him, just a few days before he deployed. He’d just had to shave his head completely and he was miserable because he looked like a basketball, but to me he always looks handsome. I hurt my finger doing something ridiculous and he sent me this kiss to make it better.

I adore this man.

Missing this handsome fella.
He wrote my name &amp; address in his cover so if he ever loses it, it gets sent to me. I just think that&#8217;s the sweetest thing.

Missing this handsome fella.

He wrote my name & address in his cover so if he ever loses it, it gets sent to me. I just think that’s the sweetest thing.

Look what came in the mail today!
Just received another email from Ellis as well, a short one due to blackout but he says he&#8217;ll be on again to write more later. I wasn&#8217;t expecting to hear from him for a few more days so this was definitely a happy surprise!

Look what came in the mail today!

Just received another email from Ellis as well, a short one due to blackout but he says he’ll be on again to write more later. I wasn’t expecting to hear from him for a few more days so this was definitely a happy surprise!

And getting angry at every email that isn’t from Ellis, even though I know I won’t hear back from him until Sunday when he is allowed internet access.

Waiting a week between emails is much better than 3-4 weeks between letters but damn! I still get so impatient.